From a recent post of Rainbow's >> When I have had compulsions to be with a T, I have no words. It feels preverbal, and all I feel is pain.

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this is something I mentioned to T last time I saw her - it doesn't happen when I see her, but definitely does happen regularly with a certain kind of person I encounter in my life - I said, it's almost like I really need to tell them something, or need to ask them something, but there are no words; but the urgency, the emotional level, is very high. I don't know what it is.

After our session it occurred to me that this may be preverbal; Rainbow's comment indicates that may be true. Does anyone else experience this? Where do I go from here?