Hi, I myself have had DDD's at one point in my life. I'm 145lbs and DD's at 5'9.5. All the hype is about getting bigger breasts! NO! They get in the weigh, guys treat you like a sex object because you have big boobs. It seems all "fun" to just have an extra 8 lbs of boobs added to your body but it can suck! It hurts to walk fast without support, victories secret doesn't sell any bras but full coverage black/tan/white! Although I am embarrassed sometimes about my size, I understand how you feel. I used to be the girl with the anti-boobs! I really had almost nothing there for my whole life and suddenly I got what I wished for and pop! I got what I thought would be the best thing, but weren't. Love your body! You have to live with it for the rest of your life