Hi faceinthecrowd. I have chronic depression along with other mental illness that rear their ugly heards harder than ever at times. I completly understand the ups and downs. And I mean the true ups and downs of chronic depression. I myself believe the good times will never come back when I am at one of those down times as I am now too. I can speak from experience though and say the good times do come back. I know they do. I have my life to prove it. Your good times will come back too. Keep going to your treatment team and let them know just how you are feeling. Keep close to the ones who understand and know you will get through this. I know everyone says it, but it is true. Even if you don't believe it now, it is true.

Please PM if you need/want to. I am always here to listen and offer any support I can. Your cared for here by me atleast. Keep working to get up out of the down days. You can do this.