I've been low for a while now, but its taken a turn for the worst today.
This isnt related but i'll tell you what happened today, this patronising old hag at has really angered me!
we were talking about someone on a reality show who cries a bit, and she said she hated the fact that she cries every week.
i said, "well i think i would cry if the whole of my life depended on one moment and it was on TV."
she said, "are you a raging manic depressive as well then?"
i felt like screaming, "well yes actually i am!"
But i just smiled sweetly and walked away

but anyway, tonight i have cried and cried,i dont even feel like me anymore, i feel totally blank and then i blitzed my room tidied it all and barely remember it. i'm seeing my care worker tomorow.
Dont quite know how to tell her whats going on.
But manic depressed i am.