I ended up finding a great resource for medication assistance, although it may not work for everyone. I just wanted to share it, although it's for Washington state only, but I believe there are sites dedicated to every state.

http://www.rxhelpforwa.org

Since I'm single, only make around 14-15k/year, and am uninsured, I think that I may have a good chance at getting some help for my Wellbutrin. They make you re-up the plan eveyr 60-90 days I believe, but if I can get some help for even 2-3 months I should be on a longer contract at work and then can get insurance benefits if I'm making enough money.

I've been really excited to find this program, and I thank all of the wonderful people who have sent me messages giving me ideas on where to turn for help.

I know that part of all of this has been my desire to change, brought on by one of the most important people in my life. I can only hope that she will take me back after I'm able to break free of this depression, and return to the person that she fell in love with. I am getting my energy back, the excitement in my life, and I have her to thank for showing me the cracks in the base of my existance, and encouraging me (if not forcefully) to turn into a better person.

I just wanted to say thank you to everyone on the message boards, I feel like I'm really going to be able to break free of this with the help of my desire to change, my medications, and the loving people that always have encouraging words for those in doubt of their worth.