I'm seeing a T and I really like her, probably too much. My T is a specialist in a certain area (don't want to give identifiable info away), so we don't talk about too many deep feelings, it is more help with a particular problem I have.

She is really pretty and has a fantastic personality, she is probably my dream g/f if I could dream one up. I'm not dumb enough to think anything would ever come of it though, there is more chance of aliens landing or me flying to the moon!

The problem is I think about her a lot and keep looking at pics of her but not in a sexual way, I just really like her. I hate so many things in my life right now, she is about the only good thing in it. That really depresses me because I now feel that by seeing her I have added a pile of anxiety and stress that I wouldn't have if I didn't see her.

I have thought about ending the sessions but then I think I would become even more depressed than I feel right now.