Thanks guys. I love him to pieces and he is a complicated fellow.

@jenkins09: Although I haven't been asking him about anything, I have repeatedly told him that I care for him and that he can trust me with anything. I have given him my guarantee on this. However....he did withdraw, without an explanation. Last time I saw him he looked like a ghost, so I got incredibly worried and I sat him on the couch to ask him "what's wrong" and "if everything is ok".

One thing that slipped his tongue was "look, whatever happened to me, happened once and it won't happen again"!! And then he pretended to be sleepy just like how a kid would do when trying to avoid being further questioned. When I reminded him of how much I love him and care for him he stunned me by saying "you say that cause you're after something...I don't know what you're after, but you're after something".
This....THIS....broke me to pieces. I could not believe that all this time he had been unable to trust me. He doesn't trust me. After all my heartbreak. I've lost sleep over him and to have him say this.....unbearable.

I stopped going over to his place. Currently there is no contact from him at all. I think of him every minute of every day. No idea on how to proceed.

Thanks for your time.