too late I sent him a txt. It was unbearable... I felt as though i was burning inside.. the desire to contact him won.

I will call my T (my new female t) to talk about it... she knows everything... AM I SOME KIND OF IDIOT I WAS DOING SO WELL but I miss him so much. i dont intend on seeing him, I just want to hear from him...

I'm just an idiot I know this, I cant explain it but hope I'm understood