I was never abused in any way as a child, so I read your post. From reading a lot of people's stories on here, there are a lot of you dealing with this. I don't have anything really helpful to say because I am unable to truly empathize...I can't say "I know what you're going through". But please know this—I am very, very sorry that this happened to each and every one of you. I can't possibly imagine. Take care of yourself.