My husband had an emotional affair. He hurt me,said really bad things to me,and etc.

After he started interacting with woman/girl,suddenly I could not have any of his passwords to emails, or credit cards.

Yesterday I told him that if he were really sincere and were being as honest as he said he was, then he would just give me the passwords- innocent people have nothing to hide right? So he gives them to me. But not without saying, " I could have other accounts with other passwords". I told him that he had to spoil it. He couldn't let me be happy. He has to keep me in such an unstable position. I called him arrogant and cocky. I was hurt once again. This spiraled into another argument. finally he said he could get somebody younger and prettier. I told him to . I could get somebody younger with more money.

It is so ugly. My relationship, my heart, myself are all broken. I can't do this anymore.

This man is evil. Why could he not just let things go at hm giving me the passwords? Why did he have to spoil it? What is wrong with him. It is pointless to get upset and cry and be angry.

I just wanted to feel normal again in our relationship, and he could not even do that.

Maybe I should have just ignored him when he said he could have other emails and passwords. What do you guys think?