It's been a few days since I have been on. Still doing good, actually the urge is less. The brush is in the magazine pile under the coffe table somewhere. The kids have used it to groom stuffed animals. lol.

I have been keeping myself busy.

I think what brought this round of wanting to burn again is/was financial strain. Knowing Christmas was coming on. Not getting any help from my ex. Going to social services and getting assistance has releived a major burden. I am able to give them a christmas!

A very good friend of mine was moving and I was helping him get stuff together and cleaning up/packing. He gave my kids a drawer full of change! So far we have sorted and wrapped the silver and thats came to $120. Have wrapped about $40. in pennies so far. The kids have decided that they would like a Wii station. So, I will put in the rest and they will have one.

It's ok. Hopefully I have turned the corner on this battle of my war with the injuring me.