I am SO glad to have found this thread! For at least the last 6 weeks I have been in this very state with no reason (still there now but for the moment I have reasons...). My T is furious that I "won't" tell her whats wrong. My Pdoc doesn't have an opening until Feb (I am on the cancilation list) but tells me as long as I am not suicidal to just wait out the storm. I am not at risk of harm but part of me does believe I may need to go inpatient again as I cannot maintain daily living... However, as things stand right now I have no one that can take my son and I will lose custody of him if I go in. My insurance is not wanting to pay for the higher dose of meds so I am having to use samples when I can or pay out of pocket.

Is this what it feels like to be on an antidepressant (Wellbutrin) when you would normally be sui?