I don't know what happened. I guess I just heard what seemed like the same thing happening to my sister and I panicked. I don't know why I posted or why I SI'ed. It was just not a very good day yesterday and then having that on top of it just kind of set me off. I think if it weren't for everything else that went on I would have been able to handle this better. I just started jumping to all sorts of conclusions.

What was going through my mind yesterday was just feeling guilty for making my sister's issues worse. Even if it was caused by other things, I felt bad for contributing negatively to the situation. I don't know; I overreacted. I know that. Having a whole bunch of things going wrong in one day can do that...

Right now I just feel bad about SI last night. Like it was such a dumb thing to do and there are so many other ways I could have handled that situation.