i just wanted to get this out there... to share what happened to me in middle school. At the time I didn't even know i was bisexual (which i know that i am now). It was in middle school, in the gym locker room, where I would get bullied and teased a lot. a lot of rumors got spread about negative things about me, like that i had lice, which i didnt have. Anyway, students started this rumor that i was lesbian. I dont know or remember where it generated from, because i never did anything lesbian-like (whatever that is like) or felt any interest in women at the time. yet they would kick me and push me around saying i was a lesbian and i lost many friends because they were afraid of me, for being lesbian. which i kinda wasnt. (well, you know. with the whole "im bisexual now" part). Anyway... i just remember it and it hurts thinking about it. even if i really was lesbian, I shouldn't have been treated that way. i hated middle school, and this is mostly why. glad it's over now. although, i also almost got kicked out of a private christian college for "seeming to display gay tendencies". (At the time i was christian and believed it was wrong to be anything other than heterosexual, so I suppressed my affection for women) I was really close to my best friend, but people started thinking we were lesbian together, which we werent at all. I never did anything "lesbian-like" with her. Anyway, i just wanted to let it all out. knowing now that it was unfair to treat me that way even if i did act or was lesbian. (which yknow, im bisexual now, bla bla bla). Maybe I've always been bisexual and that made me act different from others, without realizing it, so they saw it in me even when i didnt know i had it in me. Either way i should not have been treated that way! GRRR!
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