Thanks you all so much. You were just what i needed to hear. I didn't say but the reason my mom didnt come is b/c her in laws showed up. My dad invited them just so my mom couldnt see me. My dad and I had a fight last weekend. I hate not having the family that I want to have. Reality sets in i guess. I have purged so much in the last few days that my stomach aches. Everything in me is trying to escape reality.