please don't hurt yourself. i know what your going through right now. the person i loved, or thought i loved, wants another girl, and is now ignoring me... maybe for now just let it be just give it time... she will come back. believe me. someone told me yesterday that i have something many people do not have.... a heart... and i believe that you also have a heart. we don't deserve people that don't treat us well and make usfeel like this. it hurts to much but we need to get past it. i know its hard I KNOW. there are days that i just want to end it all also but then i realize that if i do that then he wins, and i want to be stronger than him and you have to be the stronger one in this situation also. ((((((hugs))))) please please be safe. PM me if you need to.