No i just couldnt bring myself to tell her, i might write up like a summary of everything that happened since the last time i saw her to give to her next Tuesday.
i feel like a car that keeps cutting out, like i'll be motoring along just nicely, for a few hours, then i just cut out, go blank and feel dead, like the only think i can manage to do is cry and i'm even too tired for that right now, but yet i cant sleep.