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I dont know how to really bring out my thoughts. they are jumbled more than ever before. I suppose it's because of resent events with someone I know. I'm more confused than upset. I've never really....loved.....anyone other than a man who was murdered while i was alive.
But i have found a love for someone and it confuses me because of how strong this feeling is. I've only known him a short while, but feel for him like I've known him for years. Why though? I dont mind these feelings-- in fact i enjoy them-- but I can't find a way to express them without him thinking suspicious things about it.
I guess I just hope that one day my feelings will be heard.....and hopefully answered...
Sorry for my ranting, I just wished to get some feelings out and if you have any good advise I would love to hear it.
Lara
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nyah 
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