Dexter,
I havn't been feeling too well emotionally or physically either. As I sit here reading posts trying to make some kind of understanding of all my problems, it helps to know there are others out there who can understand, not the kind of understanding that of my T who has learned obout all this in a textbook, but that of people who are or have experienced these things in thier own lives.

I can so much understand the health issues, especially the pain issue. People tell me "your young, get out and live life"
They just dont understand my limitations, I cant climb stairs easily if at all, I have trouble with the artritis in my spine neck and shoulders. Just keeping my apartment picked up is a daily challenge. Little things like vacuuming, and doing dishes I look at as major accomplishments. But on days like today, when I have taken all the meds and I am in so much physical pain, I get frustrated, more emotionally drained. I have forgotten what it is to not be in pain all the time. The only relief I get is sleep as well, when I am able. I guess i'm the one cryin' now sorry.

I am glad you have support groups you can attend. I have to rely on the forums as there are no supports in my area that I know of.

Hope you get to feeling better,
Peace, Chris
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KRZYKRIS

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