(((yack))) you're catastrophizing.. ( I can tell because I used to do this all the time) http://forums.psychcentral.com/showf...=5&o=2&fpart=1 ppl did respond to your ptsd post...

ptsd is that way sometimes. One year? I'm sorry. Therapy can help you more than it can me... the earlier you get expert help, the better you will become inspite of the pstd.

You're overwhelmed. It is what it is. The more you struggle the worse you will feel (kind of like that chinese finger puzzle?) TC.