*dont have to read.
just not happy about how something went.
was my own fault.
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im working christmas day and boxing day. because i dont matter and have no life anyway. its a handy convenience for some i work with. just not me.

doesnt matter that i actually had christmas day scheduled off. because someone else wanted it off and they have a life. so that has presidence i guess.

actually two were after christmas day. both are scheduled to work it. neither cared if i wanted that day off. doesnt matter i never get the stats off either (because theres noone to cover it). and they do get them off. doesnt matter that i worked fourteen days in a row and then twelve days in a row for one of them. no what matters is that they should get christmas off. i dont really need it. i like working constantly.

they both had their reasons and a life of course and wanted it. didnt matter if it was my day off. and maybe i could pick what hours i would like to work seeing how it was christmas and i was scheduled off. no the two wanting it is what mattered. how it was going to affect them. not me. so it came down to seniority in the end.

i tried to say that i would rather not work it. but neither heard me. and im too quiet. so now one is happy and off and im working. and the person im working christmas for is taking boxing day off too. so they can really enjoy the holiday. not maybe give me boxing day since they had christmas. course not. so im working 9:00 am - 7:00 pm both days. when i should have been off both. and probably scheduled to work them both next year of course. (no way this person will give them to me next year when theyre scheduled off!!) sigh....................

wish i could stand up for myself. instead of being the floor people walk on all the time. guess i deserve to work it because i could have said no but didnt. altho i thought i kinda did at the beginning of all this.

sorry. not a nice post.