Hello Dexter and welcome to the forums,

I think, this is my first reply to one of your posts. I wanted to reply several times to a couple of them, but for the life of me, wasn't sure what I could say to help.

I've finally figure it out tho, and wanted to tell you to hang in there and keep fighting the good fight. Please, don't ever give up, and I think you will make it out of the darkness that surrounds you now.

I can do that, because in the time I've read your posts and replies to others it is clear you are a fighter and committed to wining this bout with depression. It's a tricky beast, for it has such a way of attacking us at out weakest places.

You're a nice person willing to help as much, if not more than to receive help. And one thing I've learned - the more one is willing to reach out to others, the more they reach back.

Take care of you friend, (((((HUGS)))))

And Chris? I think this applies to you to - so hang in there, ok?

Your friend Sam

"You'll never know what you're capable of if you don't try."