All I do is just sit around at home playing on the computer, refusing to go to school. I'm only in 10th grade and I have the capability to get As and be at the top of my class.. but I don't.. And here is my friend, my first true friend since before 6th grade.. She goes to school but she struggles so hard that she's failing.. I feel so guilty for some reason.. Like I should just trade brains with her because she deserves to succeed more than me.