Fuzzy Bear,
When we feel close to certain friends and people, we are always happy for them when they grow, but I also think it is natural for us to feel a little left behind, and wonder what may be holding us back. Even we are best.friends doesn't mean that we are on the exact same schedule. I think as close friends it is the ultimate, but not the norm for that to occur. Maybe you need to have some fun so you will have inspiration for your journey, which could be just around the corner.. Just my thoughts. Hope you feel better tonight. Jane - Oz