funkymonkey - (((((HUGS)))))

I don't think you are a screw up! Not at all. I think that maybe you've made some bad decisions, but sweetie, who among us hasn't?

I am glad to hear you are going to get help. That is a great and wonderful thing to hear. And maybe, since you've never abused your meds - they will understand and still help you concerning your pain.

I think, and naturally this is just my opinion, that you are beining to feel some better about yourself and that will be a big help to you in recovering.

You hang in there sweetie and fight the good fight - I think you will win. Please continue to keep us posted on your progress ok?

I'll be right over here, in your corner cheering you on.

Your friend Sam

"You'll never know what you're capable of if you don't try."