im 36 started when i was 30 cuz i know i cant drink cuz im an alky so i started si to relieve pain like i did with booze ive been in psych wards before with si people & they have arms covered with cuts but more like scratches i dont do it unless i give in but when i do i leave deep cuts that take 4ever to heal my doc is gonna wonder this summer why im wearin long sleeves to appts yesterday when they took bpsr they did my rite arm & the first thought that went thru my head was i can do my left arm again cuz that where they usually take blprs & they always want me to flip my arm.stupid stupid well that was just a fluke they used right arm so my schemin mind is tryin to figure out the best place for "next time"