Right, so we all know I'm in a job that's probably a bit too stressful for me, and I am looking for something else. But in the mean-time, I'm looking for some support.
My immediate co-worker (We share an office and responsibilities) is triggering me to no end. I even disclosed my BP to her, in the hope that she'd be a bit sympathetic and back off.
But she just took off at me: The way I am running the department is diabolical and unacceptable, and she feels that come the new year, the department will fall to pieces.
Basically - she has no faith in me. I shouldn't care about it, but it hurt me. She's not my boss either. But i stormed out the office to rant to someone I can talk to. I just feel so broken down right now.
I've been taking enough strain in my work as it is - my manager is trying to get me moved to work under another supervisor, because he realises I clash with this supervisor. So I've had no support from my supervisor anyway. And I'm in a role where I need to still learn my job.
I am "fairly" stable. but this has shaken me. I don't even know what the emotions are. anger, anxiety, stressed, hurt, lonely...
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"I'd rather attempt to do something great and fail than to attempt to do nothing and succeed. Robert H. Schuller"
Current dx: Bipolar Disorder Unspecified
Current Meds: Epitec (Lamotrigine) 300mg, Solian 50mg, Seroquel 25mg PRN, Metformin 500mg, Klonopin prn
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