yes i can realate to what you are saying - im glad the meds are working - i too resorted to meds after trying for a year to get past this - the meds do help me to function properly
Im glad you are having therapy and that you feel its working and that you are applying it - CBT is very effective - i have had that and various other treatments (I have PTSD and BPD plus some CSA issues)
if tis working for you - keep at it - you wil get there ok
take care
P7
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Its not how many times you fall down that counts 
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When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown,
Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
by Patrick Overton, author and poet