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I'm so sorry. we used to have big thanksgiving, inviting everyone over who didnt have a place to go too. christmas was for just us but thanksgiving was open house to everyone. husband cooked, entertained and we got to be safe by his side. now he is dead and we struggle to get through the day. i have heard divorce is worse than dying because of many reasons. i just know it's hard either way. i am sorry you are having to do this by youself. i wish you much peace today.