Wanttoheal, hi, are you ok with heights? Could it be a tree house, like Swiss Family Robinson? With a huge shell for a sink and stuff? That's what I've always wanted. Up high and safe from everything I've always wanted to be safe from. For the time being, at least you can go there in your mind..... fate is a funny partner. It took me 53 years to manifest, but, I am in a cabin on the side of a steep hill that almost feels like being up a tree, and almost feels safe enough..... May your dream come true too.