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I'm so sorry. I know that this year is really hard for me. Yesterday was the six month anniversary of father's death. Also, I've put the mother out of my life and am learning much and grieving that. The baby's parents have him and haven't even called to let me know what's going on and I've raised him for a year.

I'm sorry that you feel pain, loneliness and sadness on this day. I wish I could ease that for you.

Know that you're in my thoughts. I would LOVE to share a festivity with you. Today, I wish I could.

KD