The biggsest issue i think right now, it the fact that he has....seen me naked (crying, breakdown, having panic attacks) in his office...so..when i see him i feel the same shyness that you would feel as if someone had seen you naked.It's a smallish class maybe 20 people i mean i cant really hide away....and i can't not take the class, honestly i know realistically it will most likely be fine and i will get over it...BUT a huge part of me worries ALOT, because the term doesn't start till January....that means from now until January....I'm going to physically sick with worry....and i am wondering...if i should call my pdoc...she told me to call her for anything..anytime....she's one of the few that actually prescribes medications..but cares enough to actually do a bit of therapy...
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