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Originally Posted by wolfsong
(((((((Lizabelle))))))))...you are doin so good to be reaching out.if you ever need to sit and chat about whatever ...find me...WO.olfy 
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Thanks, wolfy. I'm glad someone thinks so...
Well, Sannah, they do. They have more than they should, actually. They have to take care of us, and they have to cook (most of the time) and they have to do bills, and figure out how to pay for our food. But they hold us responsible for some things too.
When I have asked my mom or my dad, they say that I need to learn how to be a kid, and not try to be so responsible. But when it comes to "they need someone for a job" or "who's available if they don't have *too* much homework", I always feel bad if I don't automatically volunteer. And if I was a "kid" all the time, I would feel bad because I know that I am hurting them when I misbehave. I really don't know what to do about it. I "need to be a kid", but I am also the go-to person when something needs doing. The occasional times that I want to say no, I always feel guilted into it by my dad. Most of the time, I don't, but when he does that, I have a even harder time saying no. And then, if me or my mom brings it up then or later, he denies it, saying that he was "just asking".
It doesn't matter, anyways. Not really. I'm not even 100% certain how we got on this topic.....
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I'm ok...isn't that what I'm supposed to say?