Seroquel is an atypical anti-psychotic but it has tranquilizing properties. I don't find myself getting drowsy from them, but they at least quiet things enough that I can rest for a bit. I take a dose at night and I also have the option of taking them PRN.
I slept for a while and there is just so much going on in my head that I am having weird dreams. I keep having the same one where I somehow end up outside the locked ward, not knowing if they will let me in or not. Sometimes they let me in and I sit wil other patients I have spent time there with, and sometimes the staff leads me away. This time, I was dressed in a johnny and they told me that I had to walk down the driveway to the red building, and I realized it was my college campus. (I graduated in 1996.)
I wake up confused as if I am in the hospital and I don't recognize my room for a minute or two.
I feel like my inner world is taking over the outer world.
Right now it is the confusion that is really getting to me the most. I usually don't have confusion with my symptoms, but that has been increasing over the last month.
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