last year I made T a small knitted gift, and agonized over whether to give it to her. I finally did, and she loved it. At least, she seemed to love it.

Now I feel like I want to knit her something, because I did last year, but I can't find the right thing and time is running out. I might just give her some hot chocolate or cookies or something.

I don't know. I'm kind of in denial about the entirety of xmas this year, is it really happening? Even if I pretend it isn't??