(((((Irishgirl)))))

Hey hun, sending you HUGE supportive hugs

I think if you're having those kind of thoughts, you really need to go through the support system of the professionals. You mentioned that you have kids..... let them be the inspiration you need to carry on. Dont let the bp trick u into thinking you cant do this... because you can!

As with the past, you will come through this

I understand how you feel and know it can be very very hard to see through the mist but hang on in there ....... and keep posting posting posting. So much better to express your feelings than keeping em in.

Luv and healing hugs ...... stand tall, walk tall... you WILL get through this sweetie