You sound EXACTLY like me... im 18... my boyfriend is a couple years younger than me... im a senior and he's a sophomore... though he has never done anything to cause mistrust... im still paranoid ALL THE TIME... except in my reaction to how my mind has been, i've become more paranoid, and therefore more dependant on him... and it is at this time when he decides he needs a bit of space... and wont hang out with me, wont make plans with me for the weekend, wont be with me.... i have the depression and paranoia a lot. If you wanna know how its been for me, my greatestjournal is at http://www.greatestjournal.com/users/bleakredsadness because you really do sound a lot like how i've been for the past few weeks. I hope everything goes better... i would suggest you talk to him about it... (though talking to my boyfriend is the worst because he has no brain) i would tend to assume not ALL guys are like that... since he is the first i've encountered who is the way he is.... i wish you luck... because right now i need the exact same kind of luck....

~Julie

"Sometimes it takes us to the bottom of our misery to understand the truth..."
~Gustav Havel - existentialist