i've never smoked a cigarette in my life (to which most adults applaud me for, when they learn about it), yet lately I've been having dreams about smoking. 2 dreams in the past week that i smoked a cigarette. and lately ive been wondering about starting. i know its horrible, and i probably never will. i dont want to really. its just that whenever i see someone smoking on tv, it looks sooo relaxing, and i want that..