I'm sorry you felt so low, that you felt you needed to do this. I too don't think you've taken enough pills to put your life in danger, but just be vigilant around the side-effects. You will probably feel terrible for the next day or 2.

I'd also recommend going to speak to your T and try understand why you did, what you were hoping to achieve, and what is underlying to make you feel this way.

Hugs - things will get better. Take it easy on yourself.