Thank you all so very much for your support...

Yes, I know I am catastrophizing....

I just want to be that person I was NOW...I know, I know, it's gradual...I hate that...

I have 9 pages done on the paper and one week left...It will get done...I know that it will...it just took a good friend YELLING at me to get out of bed to do it....She said to me Jackie, you are smart. Stop. You are still there, just write the paper.

I just feel lost, like my whole identity is gone...

Even my psychiatrist said I am getting better. I keep saying, I wish you had known me before...