((((((((((((((Kimmydawn))))))))))))))) Being "mom" and then having to say goodbye is one of the hardest things on earth. I still think of the three children I had taken care of 6 days a week 24 hours a day while their mom got into the drugs and alcohol. They moved to another state some years back but not a day goes by that I don't think about them especially the oldest who came into my life when she was almost 2 and her brother not quite a year. they are now 15 and 14. I miss them so much sometimes and think of them still as mine,just like my own son. the pain of having to say good bye to them passed but they are always in my mind and heart. You did a great job for little man and hes old enough to always remember you no matter what and where his life takes him its because of your love that helped to get him there. hang in there. it gets easier.