Thank you again for the kind words... I'm sure that writing everything down is the best thing for me right now... it's a good way to eleviate some of the stress involved.

Just as an update, we have talked to my mother, and I think that we may have come across a bit of peace by just talking about it... she really wants to help us, and she understands what Kara is going through, because when she was younger, she had similar problems... she doesn't think it is bipolar, but she doesn't rule it out...her councellor doesn't believe anything she says either and is not sympathetic or compassionate of her situation (I think we need a new councellor) Also, we have decided to ask her family physician about a clinic that is run at the continuing care centre where we live related to mood disorders, we have also decided to ask for a referral to a psychiatrist. It has taken a while to convince her without hurting her, but she knows now more than ever that she needs help, and I'm the only one she trusts right now...

I hope that this new councellor works well, and I pray to god that it is something treatable (in my heart I know it is, because I know that we were meant to be happy together)
Which reminds me, we aren't pregnant .... after a 38 day period (10 days late for those of you who aren't as knowledgeable) she finally got her period... Late cycles are another bi-product of her PCOS but they usally aren't that extreme. Now that a little bit of worry has been lifted, I think that it will be easier for her to get better, and it will be easier for me to care for her without having to worry about the baby all the time.

Thank you again, and I just want to re-afirm how much it means to me that you guys are willing to read this and give feedback... It really does help.

Will post again

Chris