Im still not sure where to post this. Theres not really a forum about people who dream excessively. It sounds stupid but it really interferes with a persons life. Ive been doing this since i was a little kid except then i didnt know what it was that i was doing. Im obviously trying to escape my life in some way, trying to forget about how fu**kin' lonely and miserable my life is at times. I think about certain people and it bothers me because i feel something towards the person eventually but i know those feelings arent healthy to have. I know the dreams that i have arent very realistic...i mean, besides the fact that i do wish to play music someday. Right now its just a dream. Thats it. It really makes me sad to wake up everyday and remember that my life isnt as awesome as it is in my dreams, it actually fu**in' sucks. I cant help but dream, or want to escape...i cant help it. But i know its not healthy. Im already kind of a recluse. I wonder how the hell i will ever get out of this house.