(((((Angel....Sarek)))))....Angel what a love story...as if you had a past life connection...it isnt shocking in the least....I could see myself in your shoes as I am 100% capable of loving a "soul" and not the body they reside in.I cannot advise you.I know neither of you and what you both contain....I can say you are eloquent in bringing the emotion and deep ponderings to full light....I am tempted to ask you if you've considered being a writer.There is a special thing within you hun.*************Sarek.......There is no shame in loving .....inspect your heart and its best interests.((((huggs))))