Wow a year? I remember when those tough decisions -the other way- were being made and how stressful it was for you in trying to make the right decisions! Good to know you did make the right ones, and probably are again. It's good for all ... this way, right? Take your time getting back YOUR life... even good stress is stress on the body... and know that you have imprinted on the little man and he will come to you in the future (for chat even!) All things for a reason... (((((KD)))))