I am so very, very sorry about your beloved pet, Mellors! My pets are my family so I understand the heartache of losing one. In fact, I lost a precious one the end of September and my heart still hurts.

If you've never seen it before, I highly recommend The Rainbow Bridge - http://www.rainbowsbridge.com/

It includes a real time chat venue and the people there are so supportive. I think I lived on that site for days after I lost Morris.

Please feel free to PM me anytime.

Warmly....