Everytime Mr. Crazy gets to go out for the evening I am so jealous! I try to be content with my life, I really do, but I still end up getting depressed. I am in a situation where I really can't get out & let loose, be myself for a while, instead of just taking care of others. For 5 years I had the opportunity to do that on weekends & since it's been gone, I've been so depressed. It's so hard to watch someone else go out to have fun knowing you can't. It just is. I need something to look forward to.