I am also new to this forum and understand. There are many resources for finding affordable mental health services. Most providers know you NEED them and are willing to work out a payment plan that is managable. I would go to your states website. They often have links to charity care resources. I myself think I have several issies, incl. anxiety, bipolar, and S/L addiction, self-injury. So, I know when you have so many issues it seems hard to know what is coming form where. And which things are tied into what issues, which makes it hard to treat and move on and live happily and heathily. Hang in there. I am here for you!!!