Hi, it's Billi. Haven't been on this forum in a while now.

I awakened from a very upsetting dream this morning and Dane had to wake me up.

It left me afraid to leave the h ouse today.

Anyway, in the dream, I was at the opthalmologist (eye doctor) getting my checkup. I had found this doctor who took medicaid and medicare and his office was very posh---more suited for rich people.

After he gave me my exam, he told me I needed some kind of treatment and it would cost a lot---I would have to make a "down payment" on it and pay him monthly for a year. I tried to tell him I had medicare/medicaid and this should be covered. He didn't answer me. In fact, he goes, "Oh WELL!" in this creepy, freaky voice and walks away from me. I try to chase him saying, "Come on, you are a medicaid doctor, why won't you treat me for free?" He ignored me.

Then I ran back to the waiting room, and rang the service bell. A guy comes up to the window and says, "What are you still doing here?"

I tried to tell them what happened. They ignored me and talked to the patient standing behind me.

I went to the other window and a lady there stared at me, turned to her coworker and said, "Oh, not her again! Billi is crazy. Ignore her, guys!"

I was not getting help or anything.

I woke up crying.

B.