Hello,
Well rest assured that everyone is different, but I totally get were your coming from. Sounds like something I go thru on a daily basis but am learning thru trial and error and different strategies how to change my behavior. One thing that you might want to remember is the medicine is not a cure all. It will work with you but won't stop the behavior. What I mean is that you have to try to have control too. That's the hardest part of the whole mess of BPD, or BP. Are you in therapy? Learning different skills to use with the medicines will help you to be able to control some of those emotions more rationally ( NOT ALWAYS) but eventually it's supposed to get better ....
That dose not mean that your not normal or anything. Meds take a while too. How long have you been trying your medicine that your on? Sometimes it takes several different combos to find the right ones too??? Don't give up or beat yourself up over this. I am glad your here and talking about it...Many of us feel what your going through
Kalisha
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the past is my future. the pain is my emotion that is my prison. what I feel is as confusing as to why I feel it?
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